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2012-02-13T22:41:00.002+08:00

Its the 5th Month baby.
The ups and downs we had, made our relationship grow stronger.

Syukur Alhamdulillah. Im thankful to Allah for having you in my life.
Nothing can define you. May we last till eternity because, i have faith in you.
I love you too much dear. Be safe.
& yes, i've been missing you truck loads. /:

♥

2012-01-27T22:34:00.002+08:00

He's been busy.
I miss the proper date we used to have.

Its been awhile though. Sighs~

I'll pray that whatever it is, we will stay strong.

Insyallah Amin.

2012-01-23T18:42:00.001+08:00

Boyfriend, if you were to read this.. :

1) I wanna thank you for understanding me and endure with my “attitude”

.2) I really miss those funny and sweet moments we had,
plus late night talk and good time we spent. Yes i really missed it

.3) & lastly, i want you to know that you’ve light up my world and when i say i love you,
believe me. I really do .. ♥

2012-01-18T21:05:00.002+08:00

Mama have been crying and sad. She disagree of me goinng to Medan with school on june holidays for 14 days. How ? I want to go, but seeing mama this way.. makes me feel bad. Sigh.
Mama, insyaallah nothing bad will happen and i will be just fine, i will only need to you to pray for my safety and health . /:

And anyway, i've made a tumblr account, still i will not ignore my blog.
It holds many archives. The sweet ones, and bad ones. Especially with boyfriend. (;
Papa bochui, accidentally told me that he read my DIARY. Shitty ! Privacy.
Make me so malu ok. Every single thing is written in it and he read it? NO NO! ahhhh~

Lastly, thank you boyfriend for your little time. I know you're sick but still spare your time for me though its only like half an hour. So yeah you might not be home this holidays. I shall just be a good girl huh. No more naughty. LOL Its hard to accept the fact but, patience aje lah needed.
Only Allah knows how much I miss you, the silly conversation we had. The real date we had.
So yea, i believe that Allah is testing us and "Ada hikmah disebaliknya" .
I will always stay strong with my feet and it will all be worth it. Amin. (:

2012-01-11T21:14:00.002+08:00

Eh Hi bloggy! See im superly fat huh?
I've been looking back my pictures in past blog post.
So called kind of slim lah ok! Sheeeesh.

Boyfriend makes me eat and makes me happy ! So blame him. Haha!

Well, today marks our 4monthsary together. I've never though that i would have him as my partner before. & worst, i cant believe that i can endure his irritating-ness!

I used to ignore his annoying faces and attitudes.

But now, when he's away i miss every little things from him.

Dear boyfriend, you complete my day. You make me smile every single minute.

I shall say that you beared with my behaviour. Yeah like you say, im growing.

I hope you wont stop loving and losing faith in me because you make me a whole dear.

I know that in life we cant have too high expectations but this time im sure you will be my future.

I believe in you, your sincerity and your pure love towards me.

Insyaallah, may we last till eternity. Baby, you're the reason i laugh, smile, cry, mad, and love.

You're one and only. Lots of love~

Sidetrack- Happy 15th birthday Cody Simpson! Xoxo hee.

2012-01-06T16:12:00.002+08:00

Loverboy wont be coming home this weekends.
Means that i have to be independant to find something to fill my spaces.
See dear, without you my time is empty. Hmms!
Imissyou, come home soon dear.

So, school will be opening on 9th jan. Can say that i cant wait to meet my girls.
But start stressing of the new topics. Oh dear.

Well, talking abt school reopen, something cross my mind.

Uhhuh, it reminds me of the first day of school & boyfriend is the one whom wake me up.

Though that point of time we're not together. Hahas!

Its kinda funny that we're together now after what had happened.

Still, thank allah. You sent me the best gift.

♥

2012-01-03T22:34:00.002+08:00

I miss you dear.

Be safe wherever you are.
You light up my world like nobody else.

Love you truck loads ♥

2011-12-25T20:23:00.002+08:00

Baby, thank you for accompany me to the hospital, and waited for like 4 hours ?
You've been my listening ears and my counsellor.
When im wrong you open up my eyes, and when im down you make me smile.

How can i be happy when you really cant make it on my birthday ):

I know its not what you wanted but your national service.. Sigh.
I hope we could make it together on other day /:

Imissyou baby .

2011-09-19T13:33:00.005+08:00

Honey never fails to shock me.

Firstly he shocked me by waiting for me at my workplace when he actually says that he just woke up

-.-

Then he bought rose for me when i dont even know where he put it while walking with me.

Mintak kene yakdush ! Hehe. Thank you honey.

Lupcha♥

2011-09-13T11:50:00.002+08:00

A wonderful lunch and shopping with my girls.

Shared much with them with laughter and good advises (:

Loveyah sisters ♥

Now im worried if something bad might be happen.

Soldier, imissyousomuch );

Allah, let his National Service end fast.. Sighs.

♥

2011-09-11T22:51:00.001+08:00

Dear soldier, i may not promise you to be a perfect girlfriend,

but i promise you that i will try my best to be one.

Thank you & I Love you ♥

110911 ♥

2011-09-06T22:53:00.002+08:00

Oh yeah bitches. Finally! Holiday mood now, and i just cant wait for upcoming plans, especially raya outing with schoolmates tomorrow! :D But just hope that i wont be crying seeing my results eh! Haiyaaa, Die die one.

Well i've been missing Mr clown ): Saturday just please come fast. He's sick too.. Get well soon honey barney! Much misses.

2011-09-03T20:42:00.002+08:00

Hehehe, semalam Mr Clown amik saya kerja ! Happy sesungguhnya. Tapi now back to studies ):

Parents and adik pergi Johore , 2 hari tidur seorang di rumah. Sangat sedih dan bosan! Sekarang, apa mau buat? Belajar pun tak masuk otak. Nak nangis boleh? Macam nak pause kan time sampai ready baru play back. Haish! Tapi, lepas exam, nak enjoy sangat sangat ! :D Bye !

2011-09-01T20:32:00.001+08:00

In photos, im smiling but in real life, im DYING.

Exams, why must you exist? Do you know that youre killing us. Somehow i hate you so much but at times youre worth it. Hais !

2011-08-31T12:10:00.002+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

Maaf Zahir Dan Batin.
Enjoys !

Sepasang kurung biru seh Mr clown.
Rinduuuuuuuu sangat! ♥

2011-08-22T09:48:00.002+08:00

SEE, my darling Alus post! Sweeet kan. Woa imissyouuuu, crapping with you ! <3

Btw, saturday goes RIGHT ! Ohsem yakno. Haha ! Okay I miss Mr clown alrd, saturday please come fast. :D

Now im PBM. Prangai budak malas to go class. Later on work, sianszzz! Now where got time to find Raya stuffs?! Parents have been nagging. Aiya !

2011-08-18T20:11:00.002+08:00

And im so touched to see my mr clown playing with my nephews and nieces. I miss every each of his jokes ): Come home fast soldier.

School have not been nice to me, lessons are bored to death. Studies is killing me. And teachers UUH, NOT GOOD ! Mad at me for no reasons . Haiya ! If only school dont even exist. Money comes from the sky. So so, 1 week plus and its Hari raya ! Still i cant find the best raya outfit. Im planning to wear purple this year .. Geylang ? Too hot and no timeee laaa ... Tsk !

So ya, gotta call my honey ! Bye :D

2011-08-16T08:20:00.000+08:00

Hhahaha! Bodoh eh. -.-

Anyway, school starts at 9am but im goin at 10am instead. Heh. Well yesterday NIGHT was good. Thank you for that night call. Im looking forward on saturday night anyway. (:

Okay i've made a tumblr but yet to LEARN. haha! But im not gonna delete my favourite blog. Bye ! :D

2011-08-12T11:06:00.004+08:00

I've been sick for a week. Thanks Gossipgirls for accompany-ing me to hospital. I felt that my life is going to be pulled yakno ): Pain here and there . Worst today's my OFA exam and i couldnt sit for it. I just dont like doing paper later. Pfft..

Well im missing my Mr clown ): He's in camp, and he will only be home tmr night. No life liddat kan. Hmms. ANYWAY, people if youre saying that im desperate, please come on. understand the meaning of desperate first. Thank you very nice (:

2011-08-07T17:22:00.002+08:00

Just wanna say, Thank you Allah for giving us a chance to be back again.♥

2011-07-25T13:38:00.003+08:00

Im dying with BEV articles projects, CMS Roleplays, POA New Topics and OFA assignments. When will this end? Its only the 1st year, i wonder if i can still endure for 2 years! Stressed, really. I just want to be easy and simple. Shit me. If only i did well in N level, i wouldnt have go through one by one. Not that i wanna insult ITE, but what i meant if only i did well it will be better for me. Shorter time in school life. PFFT !

SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL ! Pissed ~

2011-07-08T12:55:00.003+08:00

I miss my policemen !

Life is great. What else i can i ask for ? Love to be in the company of my friends and family. Still, Allah knows there's always a hidden feelings in it(:

2011-06-26T13:18:00.001+08:00

Im getting fat ! Damn, help me to lose my weight by giving me stress full. hahaha!

2011-06-23T12:57:00.001+08:00

Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind. ♥

Hey World, im back for awhile. Well my lappy is still not working. Im missing too much stories huh, but dont expect me to blurt out every single thing huh. My life is fine but some things made me kind of shagged. Down feelings still i've overcome it and im leading a good life (;Currently staying home after a week of being outside. I gotta say this, im SICK. Being an oink2 in bed for a day ): Im trying to enjoy my holidays but still i have to drag myself to work. Pfft !

Pray hard that my lappy will recover very soon so i can blog every single day :D Goodbye ! (:

2011-06-06T07:45:00.001+08:00

I miss blogging so much. Once my lappy is well im so gonna blog. Stay tune!!

2011-05-25T19:10:00.002+08:00

HAHA ! This makes me laugh out loud. See? Most of them dislike her or her voice. Shucks! How come she can be that popular ? Dont get offended eh, its my opinion though. Hehes!

Anyway, i flunged my POA paper today, its like the whole class. All thanks to the teacher, as she doesnt touched a single thing in our section B then still have the cheek to find fault on me. Well, im having camp this friday till saturday. & really, i cant wait to bond with class ! Woohhhoooo.

Boyfriend's been busy, and i really need to spend time with him ):

2011-05-22T20:01:00.002+08:00

Life is better than ever ! :D Ape mau stress stress eh. Well i dont need relationships to move on. I have wonderful people to be loved. Unlike you, im not even your girlfriend & you have a cheek to make me jealous by doing something stupid. Haha ! Oh yeh you gotta wrong person (:

Well tomorrow will be having papers, wish me luck ! & i extremely cant wait for camp next week. Rock on class ! (: They're likely awesome i can say . Hehes !

Oh boyfriend is sick, pity him. Get well soon my dear, & we will have our madjack pretty soon as you promise ok(: Imissyou darling :D

2011-05-17T23:34:00.001+08:00

Oh why am i feeling so down now . Its this a karma for me ? I know that i've neglected you. But i've never have that thought of losing you. You're a nice nice friend to me, you should have be frank to me, not by using your friends to be messenger. Now that both of us have lose each other. Haish , it hurts to see those pictures. ):

& the other half, i need boyfriend by my side now ):

2011-05-12T23:32:00.000+08:00

The pic so small ?! ?! Hehe . But Thank you Boypren. You so sweeeet ! Imisssssyou aload aload :D

Im So sick ): I dont kno why, as its out of the sudden. I wanna go school and work tmr ): Pray for my wellness ok :D Goodnights Blog !

2011-05-09T21:19:00.001+08:00

Well life is good. I love my friends, school and work. Im tired of arguments and fights :D Overall im HAPPY !

Well i miss boyfriend. Meeting him tmr. Okay bye ! Im tired (:

2011-05-06T21:15:00.003+08:00

You know how it feels when a friend is having problem or down. As for me, though my friends did something which hurt me too much , i still care and wants to help them. But sometimes i feel that they just doesnt think about it ):

Twin, if you read this. Please, i really hope you reflect dear. Im not trying to side anyone. Im tryna help but if you dont feel good then by all means, tell me so i promise will never interfere. The reason im helping because i care. Dont take it the wrong way. Pfft.. ):

I better not think too much. I still have a life to move on and learn. Anyway friends, as i said im SINGLE ! Hee. Please dont take it wrong (: Bye.

2011-05-04T00:48:00.002+08:00

My day really starts like shit, but hell yeah my night rocks with Maya. Just reached home from Mediacorp. Watched Anugerah! Abang Fir was not bad huh. & Yeah SYAZANI! Hot sumpah . But please eh, im not like those that say hot, cute in the way that they can get those guys. Im just stating the fact of how he looks. :D

Anyway, i just feel that i really am trying to go towards success. But it really need time. I dont wanna say proudly but i feel that im loving for what im having in my life now! Although im single, shucks it just rock my time ! But yea having a boyfriend is not a burden but i receive what has given by Allah . For now, im enjoying life to the fullest ! (:

Boyfriend has been a good person to me. He always listen to what i hafta say, & he even wake me up, trying to make me feel safe and secure. That's sweet of you and we really need to meet and catch some movies maybe dear ? (:

Goodnight people.

2011-05-01T23:14:00.002+08:00

Dinner with family was great but shit happened yesterday which is superb sucks.

Well today doesn't go well as in my mood swings. Thanks boyfriend for listening though you cant do much, you've been a very good person in my life. You care too much but just avoid from having hopes okay!

Friends ? Hmm i cant say much. You see, they come after you when they really need someone to talk to or accompany them. But then when they are having a happy life, they simply ignore you. See, life isnt perfect, you need sugar and salt in it. Im down , totally down. Pfft~

2011-04-27T09:17:00.002+08:00

School starts at 11am today ! But end at 5pm for me ): whereas my girls end at 3pm ! Grr . Really need to buck up before CA's.

Yesterday was funny and kecoh. All about Anugerah Result. Haha ! Yea sad thing is Celop was out .. He have a good voice yakno! Maybe he's not confidence enough plus no luck , but hell yeah Abang Firdaus and Syazani is in ! So , the Hamba Allah who loves celop to be out, then its fine la. So i gave my opinio, I repeat OPINION ! Any harms giving own opinion. Lol ! Its a long story actually . So yea !

Anyway , meeting BOYFRIEND later !!! Yay ! Byeeee :D

2011-04-24T21:10:00.002+08:00

Goodness, three days of holidays is not long enough ! See, when school starts, i feel like staying home. Sheeesh! Plus more, lesson will be at 8am tmr & the first lesson will be POA which bores me and the class. Oh yeah im having OFA while my Girlf will be having 2 hours of break. Sheeeeshs!

Anyway, im going for an interview at minitoons tmr. PRAY HARD FOR ME PLEASE ! I really want this job, i cant endure with my pocketful of dust! :D I hope tuesday bowling plan will be going smoothly! Gonna hit the bowl with the gurls ! Oh yeh .

Hmm, i got to contact my lil god brother Haziq, & after so long of not crapping, im getting crazier talking to him. Hope to meet him real soon as we have aload to share ! Hee.

Boyfriend been busy ): I hope he'll meet me next week. Imytm boyfriend ! :DD

2011-04-22T20:56:00.001+08:00

Picnic was kinda bored because of lost our way , the information is not detailed. Grr ! So bloody mad . But okay lah not bad . Well Good Friday people !

I really need a job . Trying hard to get .. Monday school , new time table sounds sucks ! Just have to bare with it . I miss my old lepaks friends . Lets meet peeps ! Hopefully , tuesday and friday plans goes finely . Well classmate bonds better ! Thats soo good right ! Oh yeah . Okay im tired. Goodnight ! :D

Anyway , thanks boyfriend for coming down to meet me .

2011-04-19T22:59:00.002+08:00

And that will be my mother. She's my wonder woman after all. She'd never be late to rescue me. Especially when it comes to KACHINK! :D

Im having a hard time in saving money yakno. & more now there's alot of break time and im still using adult fare which makes me frustrated! I have to buy this and that . Damn i really need a job ! Oh please anyone . Grr !

Anyway, after school i went to my previous company which is SSA. Too many changes ! I miss my mates too much ! Gotten my certificates , yayyness ! School tires me now.. I have to start being active in fitness ! Yeh bebeh .

Gotta go to sleep , having my breakfast with Maya tmr. Byeeeeeeeeeeeee ! (:

2011-04-17T20:11:00.002+08:00

But yeah! I spent my time cleaning my room today okay! Hee. Im crazy of ? ^^ Where got eh eh . Haha!

So tomorrow will be schooling, woo! Cant wait, i've been studying POA today . Haha! I know its miracle, but out of sudden liddat . Hopeully this habit stays. (: Tuesday will be having CCA orientation . Hope its a good one, for goodness sake.

I dint make it for our ubin outing with SATA ): Because im got something on. I missed them! Please have a new outing asap!! Pretty pleaaaaaase! ^^ & im missing Bf's crap. Been busy seh nudgiee! );

Anyway pray hard so that i got a job at Accesorize! :DDD

2011-04-16T08:32:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was goood! Lesson's as per normal, but teacher giving chance to leave early. Hee! Then, after school, boyfriend called to meet him for awhile. Awwwh! Boleh percaya ke rindu? HAHA! Maybe spending time with him today.. Hmmmm!

After that, me and Maya went to town to search job a Monsoon and Accesorize. Hopefully i got this job because my pocket is really dry ! Hahaah . Then we stroll around the town, chit chatting. One whole day is not enough to talk with her yakno. & especially that little joke that no one will know. Hahah ! Maya, you're so bad ! :D

Tomorrow will be going ubin with SATA boys. Its a maybe if mum let me out. Hee ! Well life is good but 30% of it isn't good. (: Bye blog .

2011-04-13T19:51:00.002+08:00

AC Chicxs! :D

Im starting to love my girlfriends! Starting to want study real hard ! Hahah, I hope they can bear my irritatingness. But i really hope twin got transfer into my class ): Sadded ya kno !

Anw, boyfriend dint meet me today ): Make sure saturday is confirm. Starting to miss already! ): Friday planned to go CCK Ite ! OMG ! Missed . hee ! & i really have to find a job, i need to fill my free time & empty pocket . Haha ! Kay im done . Byee !

2011-04-11T20:33:00.002+08:00

Schooooool was BORING. Serious shit, i mean the orientation. Im glad that at least there's some whom i already make friends, although im superbly bein the awkward one. Only some girls that yaya papaya . Please eh, i dont probe your life, dont show that F face to me (:

Tmr will be having breakfast with my girls. So yaa! Looking forward for a better schooling days :D

Oh yaa! Boyfriend promised to come school on wednesday :D Plus cant wait for 5 hours of bowling cession with Isz'zuan! Hee ^^

2011-04-06T13:27:00.002+08:00

Happy 38th birthday mama ! May all your wishes come true. & may our family stay strong ! Love too much mother :D

I've cleared all school stuff and yea i cant wait for weekends ! Really, im goin to enjoy before school starts. hee ! Anyway that little problem in my previous post are fine now. Syukur, maybe im too emotional la eh . heh ! I have nothing much to talk ey, bye !

2011-04-03T20:47:00.002+08:00

I HAVE TO EXPRESS THIS !

Ergh, Isit wrong if you give that particular amount of cash for my good ? Its not that im going to use that money for Cigarettes or go Clubbing or what! Its for schooooool , you understand ?! Its true what mum says, guys are all stingy ! Freaking stingy ! SELFISH ! Only think for his own stuff or goods, but not others ! From now on, you do what ever you like ! & you must NOT stop me from working. GOODBYE ! Grr.

2011-04-03T00:39:00.002+08:00

First of all, Congratulation sist shima! Finally youre married. heh! May you both have a good life with many many kids :D

Well, im tired of going out, and i shall not go out tmr, becos i HAVE to catch Anugerah Bintang Popular tmr night (: & next week i'll be busy buying school stuff plus having chalet on weekends. I watched Nurkasih just now, and sadded its the last episode): I dint know tha boyfriend like to watch it too. haha ! So sweeeet eh boyfriend adam and nur ? SO be jealous if i love Remy ishak ! :D

I better go to sleeep. Like what mama say, " Orang lain yang nikah, orang lain yang penat." Hee !

2011-03-31T20:00:00.002+08:00

Its my turn being sick. Niat di hati nak shopping, end up im being sicko on my bed sleeping due to flu and cough. Sorry mama. Next time eh ! My body feels so jelly jelly . Grr.

Today is the end of march, and tomorrow is the start of april. Time really ticks fast without us knowing. 11 more days and im starting school. Got to know that my last year higher nitec friends gotten their results today . Some can make it to poly and i would like to say congratulations ! But some couldnt. Dont give up friends! Now then i wonder how will i do in higher nitec? Will i make my parents proud ? Or i will make them upset. I know that they will accept but i want the best for them. I hope Allah will give me this chance to make them trust me that im grown up and i can do well ! No more playing around , really .

Well, i would like to go ikea tmr. Anyone wants to follow ? kekekek ! && oh im excited for next week Chalet ! :DD

2011-03-30T22:17:00.002+08:00

Let me have the real post ok. Hee!

So today , boyfriend messaged me at 6am -.- Disturbing my sleep when he actually cannot sleep. Then did some housechores and as usual, 12pm is my favourite show which is Buku Harian Baim. Baim is so cute ! Gosh . Feel like pinching his cheeks. Haha ! Then off to serangoon to meet my dearest twin mira. Awhh she's sick, same goes to Baby Fiza. Jangkit me eh! Lol. Then send her to work at nex. Last minute boyfriend Tas wants to meet me there. Dah rindu lah tu. Gagaga ! ♥ and so had our lunch there. He finished up my potato. Tong betul ! :D

At 6pm boyfriend needs to go off work ): But he promised to go shop with me ! Wee make sure. So called mum and meet at my aunt house in Tampines. Chitty chatty , and wooo! She gave me the new edition VICTORIA'S SECRET bag ! & Its RED ! Really love it. How lucky eh. Hahaha ! Lastly dinner at Mukmin's restaurant , but i dint eat much. I dont know why i've been having moody in terms in having my meal . & my breathing is getting harder. Oh Allah !

By the way, i so love Chris Medina's song which is What are words. Salutations for him as he's brave and keep his faith rolling for the only one he love and care. (:

SALAM FRIENDS ! ~

2011-03-29T19:34:00.001+08:00

Yes im back safely ! Alhamdullillah . But im very sick ): Thank you mama for taking good care of me in the train for 14 hours. Phew!

I'll make a good blog when my i have goood stories okay ! :D Bye !

2011-03-23T11:25:00.002+08:00

Im leaving to Kampong Kelantan with my mama for a so called "Business trip" & also STRESS FREE ! So , please please dont post anything bad in my chatbox okay ! :D I'll be meeting my KUDA'S ! & My babies. Hee . Hope to have a veryyyyyy good vacation ! Loveyouu all friends (:

Nurul Syifaa Z.

2011-03-20T22:42:00.002+08:00

Hahah! Boyfriend tamalu . Siapa nak kahwin entah! Nak kahwin, no money then say student price. Want student price carik at tekka kay boyfriend! Hahah .See We always Gila2 . Loll

Im just awake. Soi dont think i m gonna sleep early . Shucks! Please anyone entertain me ! :D

2011-03-19T19:05:00.000+08:00

SATURDAY IS BORING .

2011-03-18T00:16:00.002+08:00

I miss boyfriend ): See im starting to lose faith again.

Okay okay , just to be clear.. Boyfriend is not as in relationship, but my "Boy" Best friend which i loveeeee so much! :D Please eh , stop ya ya papaya while reading .

Hmmm, only certain people can see and know that im actually trying to be okay whereas im not. See, i only start with "If only" But to end with, "Finally" is way too hard. Yes i smile, i laughed, i joked. Still i cried every single night before going to bed, thinking whats up with me. My friends happily with their life, whereas me ? Im not saying that im not happy with my life but , im lacking of that something in it. Only Allah knows right. I hope when school reopen, i'll start my journey nicely and beautifully . I dont need others to be proud of me , but i only need mom and dad to be. (:

2011-03-15T23:06:00.001+08:00

Im tired . Had a long day today, and will be having another long day tmr. So Goodnight. Sorry i dont feel like replying text messages, because im lazy to entertain. Bye!

2011-03-14T13:55:00.002+08:00

My Happy Kids :D

Its a superb day with Sata Brothers and Sister. Visits bro Hendra At TTSH. He's getting better, syukur. Have gooood rest bestie! Then Lepaks at Dhoby Ghaut and off home. I swear yesterday is a Laugh Out Loud Day for me. Hahah! All eyes like shit.

Era: Novena square became United Square.

Ifun: Where is ttsh ? -.-

Angin: Novena Square became Velocity.

Me: Novena Square became Square 2.

Nevermind, you all not laughing, i know . But if you guys were there yesterday, you gonna laugh your ass out hahah!

Anyway, Happy Birthday Brother NAZ! Hahah , if i knew i gotta bash you up yesterday . Lets have a picnic sooooooon SATA! :D

2011-03-13T14:09:00.002+08:00

Its really a long day yesterday . Not only babysitting but lepak-ing ! hahahaah . Mama will never change . Busy story tell my friends, whereas im sitting one corner sms-ing. Hahaha. Its all about marina because from marina barrage to marina bay sands to marina square. Kekeeekke, Finally homed at 2am. I eventually slept at mama's room because im scared. Lol , They have been talking about Ghost lor. Grr.

So today im gonna visit my dearest brother. Syukur Alhamdulillah his operation is successful. So yeaaaa, Happy sunday everyone! :D

2011-03-12T10:41:00.002+08:00

Ya Allah, Sembuhkan lah sahabat ku Syuhendra. May his operation this afternoon goes well.

Brother, make sure you have a good rest and confident before going for the operation. Dont worry, insyaallah you will be fine. You will be in our prayers. Love ya brother! ):

2011-03-10T22:29:00.002+08:00

& now im sure i CAN move on :D

Boring Thursday i can say . Mom's out , Brother schooling, Dad's having a busy week. Anw, yesterday was good outing with Aunt and Mom . Went to town just to slack and look around Marina Bay Sands. Its a nice place but not much interesting stuff to do laaaaaah.

Tomorrow i must go out . Im tired of staying home. So i thought of going IT show. Anyone wants to follow? Hehehe . My pocket SEMPIT already . Should have work previous months -.- Nevermind no regrets. :D

2011-03-08T13:29:00.002+08:00

Hahaha. Too much of memories photos, secondary's diaries, all the sweet sweet stuff. I take one whole day to clean up my crib. Shucks hehe! Especially the drawings of my feature from Yayat. I've beeen searching for it.

Anyway, im so sick of staying home!! Can somebody ask me out please? Mum have been nagging for me staying home doing nothing . HAHA! Sorry mama, in one month time you'll miss seeing me staying home because ITS SCHOOOOOOOOL PERIOD! :D

2011-03-07T15:17:00.002+08:00

Firstly, im not emo-ing eh please. My blog, the place i share my feelings(:

Well, i've tried so hard to ignore but well, it still keeps me running back. But i dont regret and hate. Im sure there's a reason. Still im looking forward for a change in my heart. You know, i've been wondering if my heart is actually filled or empty. Because me myself is totally confused. Like what that "Hamba Allah" says . " By then i will be in dilema".

I think its time for to stress free again! Any ideas how? (: I shall ask boyfriend to follow me fishing. Pfft but he's busy ): Lately my friends is also busy with their stuff .. Sighs , boring me.

Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts. ♥

2011-03-06T01:24:00.002+08:00

Ya Allah, Tenangi Lah Hamba Mu Ini. Semakin hari semakin serabut. Subhanallah..

WHERE ARE YOU? I MISS YOU TOO MUCH ):

2011-03-05T16:23:00.002+08:00

Ya Allah, im so confused. I dont understand why whenever im going towards future, the past drag me again from the back. Im tired of my past and yet im not ready for my future. Am i gonna just be this way forever staying ? I cant be having all at one time and even i dont wanna be having them all. I want that one and only , to stay. But how?

Its true what our parents says, do not be too happy because you wont know what will happen later. Yesterday night im smiling widely. Out of the sudden my past returned. & this morning i smiled receiving something. Later, another past returns. I know my post is abit crappy or making people confused. I just cant really let it out. Pfft ~

2011-03-04T20:17:00.002+08:00

I just got home. I went out at 4 to meet Boyfriend, accompanied him to Career fair at Suntec City. My previous company had booth there. Its good to see my friends! Awwh :D

Sorry Boyfriend, i gotta go home first because i really want to watch Pesta perdana. Hahah! We meeeet some other time, maybe seoul garden okay ! (:

10 more minutes for that show! Yayyyy :D Bye!

2011-03-03T14:10:00.002+08:00

I wonder why people likes to assume things. If its positive assumption im fine with it, whereas this is negatives. Shucks, please be real.

Anw, mom is having a moooody time, until im dragged with her emotion. What the hell! I totally dislike when i got no reason to be scolded yakno. Tsk! But still she gets her new Xperia phone -.- BORING! I should have get a new phone! Im tired of using rent phone from my aunt . One day she'll need it back right ! ):

2011-03-02T19:36:00.001+08:00

Masyaallah, His voice is amazing. His feature is awesome.

I Love Him. Really, i dont care if you people says me like "Macam Faham."

2011-03-02T03:11:00.002+08:00

At twin's place now. Over night at her place. Its fun and saddy. Hahahahaas! " Kasihan terhantuk eh girl." Listen here:

Couple fight, Couples argued. But that doesnt mean its the end of the world. Perhaps,be strong and face the challenge. Make a change,because why? You wont know if in future it will be worst. Please dont regret. I love you girlfriend.

2011-03-01T10:58:00.001+08:00

I hope twin cooked something for me before i reached. HAHAH! My tummy grumps yakno! Haha.

2011-02-25T13:32:00.002+08:00

HOW ARE WE SUPPOSED TO BE FRIENDS, IF YOUR EGO IS TOO HIGH AND WOULDNT WANT TO LISTEN WHAT I GOTTA SAY? PLEASE, IM TIRED OF ARGUING AND BEING ENEMIES. WHATS THE POINT ??? YOU SAID "LET BYGONES BE BYGONES." NOW WHAT? Phuck lah.

2011-02-24T11:47:00.002+08:00

After sharing laughters and tears with twin about that particular past time, i feel so down after putting down the phone. Why must i bump onto you after i'd forgets you. You came in and out of my mind. If it wouldnt about my stupidness to stay, i think i'd got you. But yet its fated in Allah's hand.

Well I smiled remembering the day you talked to me, and looked down remembering the day i got to know the truth. Yes, its memories.

2011-02-21T11:50:00.002+08:00

Hilarious Sunday! (: Thanks SATA Brothers & Sister. Its worth our time right! Should have more outing again! What's next? Ice skating or picnic maybe? Cooooool! && Thanks Hendra for the gifts and treat! Awesome lah eh. hahah! Whatever it is i won the first game. Be jealous :P

Thanks too for sending me home halfway with Iffun. & her goes yesterday nightmare story.

I took bus home from interchange and there's a malay guy step like Jason Mraz. Haha! But Sumpah handsome, but scary! He dropped down with me, at first i thought that he stays around there. He walks faster and faster, then i rush to my apartment. When i stepped in the guard post, he says " EXCUSE ME!" Once i heard that, i run to the lift mayne! Shucks, felt superb insecureddddd . Grr ! Thankz eh zaid for that accompany time! HAHA .

Today i'll be cooking PASTA! Be jealous Mira (: Come here if you want :PPPP

2011-02-20T11:54:00.002+08:00

TAIF! Its a wonderful Friday with my lovely ASH. Although its 3 hours spent. Im looking forward for more outings with them. Though at times we fought and argued, you girls still understand me too much(: Lets go swimming ladies ?

Today going bowling with SATA boys! But its at 6pm, damn i hope i will still be fresh by then. Hhahaha! Anyway, Thank you Allah for letting me sleep early the past two days. Yesterday was shucks. My head feels lke tornado and my body feels like waves. The whole day i was in bed, thank to MR medicines, it really kills me to sleep mayne.

So yea, i wanna say this. IMISSYOU MAMA! (:

2011-02-17T16:51:00.002+08:00

Me and Alus had a Movie dating yesterday which is Khurafat. Thanks for the treat gf! Haha. Its totally worth it. Its superb, i give 4 stars lah. They still need lot more to get 5 stars. But seriously its a good show and yea, almost hugged Alus. Hahah! So funny eh.

Oh mama off to Kampong again for business trip today, and i already miss her ): There's no one to crap with me at home! Hmmmm. May you have a safe trip mama! XoXo!

Im being a sintron girl , and i dont know why. Maybe because im doing nothing at home except housechores. Sinetron can only fill my time :D I've been sleeping 3am in the morning everyday. Am i really having a sleeping disorder? Gahh . I better change this habit. Pfft

2011-02-15T18:36:00.002+08:00

You want me to mean to you, then do it uh. Anw, peeps, guess what? There's a chic have the cheek to call me crazy when she's actually crap? Then step wrong person. KENTAL lah . Idk why it makes me so mad. Okay better forget it.

Well well. Its Maulidul Rasul today. Alhamdulillah , but appart if that my aunt, uncle and dad is going to Iron Maiden Concert. Whaata?! My mom treat my dad suprisingly . Hmph! If Maher Zain's concert held here, mom better treat me! :PPP

2011-02-15T00:52:00.002+08:00

YES! I got my first choice which is Business Admin Management. Im expecting to get my fourth choice which is Business Event Management. But well, still bersyukur! At least i've got to go schoool again! Hee. It will be in simei. & the best part is, TWINNY GOT THE SAME COURSE!! Wooohooo! Hope to be in the same class again eh . Haha!

The sad thing is my dearest K-eng will be in Bishan ): Imissyou girl.

BYEEE! YAAAAY!

2011-02-14T15:48:00.001+08:00

Perhaps everyone does right? So there's no right or wrong. Hmm'

Anyway! I've cooked lunch for family which is ayam masak merah and kobis udang goreng. I've yet to eat because im waiting all to be back! Its so bored to be home alone. There no one for me to crap. Grr!

So i hope wednesday mission will be moving smoothly! Ohhh i already miss my dear Mars!! :DD

2011-02-13T21:33:00.003+08:00

Ooooooh yeah! Im done with all the laundries. Idk why im being soo nice to finish up the laundries plus ironed my brother's and papa's uniform. Even, polished their shoes. Hmm maybe its because mom tried to take my heart earlier. Haha!

Anyway, i do had fun with cousins on weekends! It will take hours for me to explain, just go to FB and view my pictures ok? Yea, pictures paints thousands words :D Well im not sure whether i will be going for graduation day because my sister Azirah might not make it! Grr, so am i supposed to go alone? HELL NO . Will not ! It means that i've wasted my money on the shopping stuff last week. Damn, its ok. I must not shop next month then. I neeeed a job please before i got back to school !

Talking about school, i will get to know the result for what course i will be entering on this coming tuesday. Hmmm im not confident enough as in, im scared if last year tragedy will be happening again which is, i couldnt go for any course except traineeship -.- I dont mind which course i will be going, as long as im elgible to study! :D But i really want to take up events management course. Pheww, Pray hard!!! Till here aites :D

BYE!

2011-02-11T12:13:00.002+08:00

This is what always happens to me. End up i will sleep at 3 or 4am. Then i will wake up at 12pm. Yes as usual mum's speaker sucks :D hahah! But lucky Fahmy can endure with me lah . Hahah thanks for the night talks arse ! Hee. Today i will be overnight at Iqym pantat house! Going for picnic tmr. Yay! :D Kay i want to give some opinions here.

You've deleted me from faceboo without any reason which makes me wondering. Sowhatever, but then you have the cheek to peep my fb thru your friend's account? What the.. ? Then what's the point of deleting? If you hate me so much, why'd you still dilly dally? Come on think straight lah. Come to me and explain. Not keeping quiet and running away physically just to show your big fat EGO.

2011-02-10T15:05:00.002+08:00

Tell me, what else can i do other than Eat, Sleep, Read. When im working, i always wish to stay home. When im at home i feel like working. Sheeeesh. What a life! Anyway, yesterday was tiring although i only spend 4 hours shopping with Azirah. Its for our graduation day. Well we're really fickle minded eh. So had our chicken chop! & yes we condemned. Hahahas!

I cant wait for saturday! Babysitting picnic with my little baby Kartina. Imissher so much! :D

Im sooooooo bored, grr . I better get my books. BYE!

2011-02-09T13:43:00.001+08:00

I think facebook is making an instant friendship for most. Haha! Anw, im sick of thinking what to wear on graduation day. Gonna shop with K-eng (:

2011-02-08T21:53:00.002+08:00

Hahaha. Am i serious? Lol Okay nvm. Anyway i had my exercise which is cycling today! Okay, its been a year since i exercise. Syifa, you hafta get rid all this fats. (; & yea i would like to say something.

At times, we wonder why cant we decide our own life. Example, Can we be rich tomorrow? When will we die? When will we get children? You know right people the questions in your mind. Well Allah is Almighty. He is fair and he's always by our side, our job is easy.. To be obedient towards Islam and Do the good and right thing. Whenever we turn left, we have to change the right path. Our life must not be straight but wavy. All of us isn't perfect, when there's a problem hanging.. Take it as a challenge not burden. (;

2011-02-08T11:48:00.002+08:00

It was an awesome trip ever with my beloved family. That 5 days , worth it !! Hee.

Anw, Al-fatiha to my secondary school friend, Nadzir. May you rest in peace ... Amin. Its sad to hear what had happened to him, but i believe Allah loves him more and giving others a chance to improve their way of life. Insyaallah.

2011-02-02T11:56:00.003+08:00

Gooodbye Blogger.

Im having my Chinese New Year at Kampong.

May you be in save condition. Hee(;

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !

Much Love,

NSZ.

2011-02-01T17:54:00.002+08:00

Dear blog,

Im wondering why people needs love desperately? I mean like you're single now but you really want to have a boyfriend. Okay i understand that you need love & i dont see it wrong to have one but the way you're finding love is like You tried so hard to FIND. Its true when people say let love come by itself but you also need to find. Still take your time lah. You're still young and as if you will die without having a boyfriend. I dont say that im so good being single, but whatever it is, patience and faith. Tsk . Im just giving a piece of advice, but if you feel like im condemning you, your problem lah. This is my blog and i do post whatever i want. Well when im falling deep inside, did you have the thoughts for me? Loll.

2011-01-31T14:49:00.001+08:00

What exactly ILY supposed to be meant ? If youre not being truthful to yourself.

2011-01-30T22:50:00.000+08:00

I hafta change this .

2011-01-30T12:01:00.001+08:00

Which i dont like. Please, i dont wanna give you hopes.

Please understand, & i dont wanna hate you because you're my friend.

& will always stay.

2011-01-29T13:27:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER MOK!

YOU'RE THE MOS IRRITATING PERSON IN MY IIFE.

BUT I STILL LOVE YOU LAH! :D

Yeaaaa, waiting for wii party to start! (

2011-01-28T00:07:00.002+08:00

Great thursday with Twinny and Fiza Baby. But somehow, i felt down .. Idk why? But although we're busy with our own stuff, i still love them like my blood sister. Even i feel like crying just now .. Especially when both of them asked me how's life.. How's ... Nevermind. I think i just got some emotional background. Hahas.. Yeaa they understands me too much. Sighs..

2011-01-26T19:45:00.001+08:00

Pissed off. Yes i've got the job at Holiday Inn Atrium as a tele-operator, but just because ofi HAVE to go kampong, i have to reject. Freak, that was so shucks man! The place, the people is totally awesome. Pfft. Opportunities just come once and its left just like that. Irritating really. Grr! So now im trying my best to get the job at GSPA with K-eng I hope. Argh!

2011-01-25T15:33:00.002+08:00

Yes syukran allah. Had a long talk with Bestfy Zaid yesterday night. Now you know im talkative right? Haha! But still, its a good night talk lah. Anyway im accepted to be the retail asst at giordano, but im not sure whether im taking because i really want to work with papa friend at Holiday inn. Phew.. & i cant wait to go KAMPONG again! :DDDDD

2011-01-24T00:57:00.002+08:00

Its going t be 1 am, and im yet to go to bed. Idontknow what and why im thinking such negative things. Im glad that abg aidil is there entertaining my stories, i hope you bear with it abang. Its true what abang says, Its like u need hot water, bt u want cold water. Confusion, yes thats the best word for my situation now. Damn, sucha fickle minded i am.

2011-01-23T17:33:00.002+08:00

I hope not.

OH NEVER!

I dont want.

PLEASE!

"We'll be friends, and still not into relationships. Let love come by itself. Hee "

2011-01-22T14:01:00.002+08:00

Im so boring, rotting at home. Can someone like ask me out?! All i can do at home is Eat, Watch movies, Sleep! Nothing better can be done. I wish my house can be modified everyday followed by what i want. I wish ! So now, i neeeeed A JOB ! (:

2011-01-21T15:45:00.001+08:00

I think that i've made a mistake. I shouldnt have ignore you, i shouldnt have giving you a cold shoulder. Its just that im nor ready for those.. I hope you understand. I aint like other girls. ): Thank youu..

2011-01-19T16:34:00.001+08:00

2011-01-19T00:22:00.002+08:00

Dear blogger,

Its like finally im freeeeee. Its been a great experience working and many challenges i've overcome. I know that majority wants me to stay but my heart just say go. So yea, im happy for whatever i have now (:

Anyway, speaking about frendships, thank you abang aidil for listening. I just feel that its unreasonable to backout or being away from your own friends. Just put your ego away, isnt it will get any better? But well, if the ego is too strong, then we better walk away. Its the effort from another party that we will need. So ya (:

& abang thought me be more confidence in whatever happens. Be it relationships nor life. You see this is what i've been thinking after break-ups. * Its my thinking * I think that " Erm love again? Sheeesh im tired. Gee, im scared." So yea, to me if allah gave me the chance to love again insyallah i will. So dont ask me why im being single, not finding others. I understand and appreciate for what you people is helping. But i believe with "Insyallah" Allah is fair. (:

2011-01-17T22:00:00.001+08:00

& yes, im leaving. Oh gosh, my tears dropping .

2011-01-16T19:56:00.000+08:00

Freak. You're a bastard.

2011-01-16T17:55:00.002+08:00

My saturday was spent with Tasneem for lunch and Arcade. Thank you friend for the treat! (:
Exactly two more days, & im in freeeedom mode ! heee. Bye

2011-01-12T21:41:00.000+08:00

2011-01-10T22:38:00.000+08:00

Indeed i thank you for saturday. (:

2011-01-06T21:42:00.000+08:00

So dont be too bossy . Im so tired and sick of your attitude towards me MDM . Grr.